cursory

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the essence of my existence
threatened by volatility

character,
washed away
slowly,
but steadily

mores,
sitz im leben
devastating,
my vulnerability

voyeur
to survive
cursory

rules of pride

rules

needs competition
to be challenged on

fairness
appropriateness
defiantness

to remain an incentive
in provoking

mentality of winners
and
brave sportsmanship

like to compete the
rules
of
pride

snugness

Twee café

that’s how it looks
from the outside
an inviting scene
sit down at the table

people chatting
with the sound of voices
eyes that look at each other
facial expressions that are touchable

feels like
social media
chat
snugness

socialize

Twee bank

if you dare at least

or
is it the proximity
that brings too much of my intimacy

or
is it my presence
that brings too much of my essence

or
is this
just the way
we
socialize

paper

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interesting articles
challenging profundity
background facts and figures
illustrating and supporting imagery

makes me greedy, eager to read
relaxed though fully concentrated
things of everyday life, the specials
the unknown, issues never heard of

the many news stimuli draped around me
it feels like a warm and safe bath
the absence of stress
the risk of drowning is behind the horizon

my preference
social media is
a
paper

stuck

stuck

flagrant obviously
it looks like
from an observers view

occasionally rarely
it feels like
from my pedantic view

sometimes
my
look and feel
needs to be

stuck

blues

Blues

let’s face
the making of
art

let’s experience
the creation of
work

let’s expose
the commitment of
ourselves

let’s rodin
the freedom of
blues

excite

Sailing in_outside

outside
my logical
roughly sketched
contouring of sails

inside
my longing
stylized designed
rigging of sails

is my brain
mixed-up

flyer time
to
excite